Dreamworld..

I miss you so much. I miss the old familiar face, your voice, your smiles, and everything that we used to share. I hate missing you cause it's a very cold feeling. I know I could not turn back time and I guess I have to learn to be contented in dreaming.

Last night I have dreamed of you. You were so real. My heart missed a beat. You were there in a strange place. I even saw your mama and you were wearing a white sweat shirt. Your face wore the same sweet smile that I used to love and still love. Your eyes spoke of love unfathomed, and your lips were still the same that captivated me. I smelled your cologne, the same cologne that i love to smell whenever you cuddled me. I wept as I felt a surging emotion, feeling of loneliness being filled. You murmured my name with arms wide open. I ran to you with all my love and wished to God that this moment would last forever.

But 'twas only a dream. I opened my eyes, there was nothing but deep silence and loneliness even more heightened. The painful reality sat in. I only see and feel you in my dreams. I guess I have to live my life in a dreamworld for the rest of my days.